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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-04-2010, 10:48 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,003
Posted By Chimaera
I missed the appointment simply because I was...

I missed the appointment simply because I was sick and forgot completely about it. I feel so absolutely terrible for missing the appointment because I NEVER miss any of my appointments... I guess...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-04-2010, 10:41 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,120
Posted By Chimaera
I kind of know how you feel, I'm almost in a...

I kind of know how you feel, I'm almost in a similar situation.

No matter what my doctor/psychologist/counsellor tells me, in the end I still have the same thoughts... But, for me, to get through...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-04-2010, 09:54 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,003
Posted By Chimaera
The only thing I can think of is calling the...

The only thing I can think of is calling the crisis line. But honestly I don't think that will do me any good. I'm so upset with myself for missing my appointment with my therapist on Friday... She...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-04-2010, 09:30 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,003
Posted By Chimaera
Considering Hospitalization...

I've been considering this for quite some time now, but I'm just debating on the 'right time' to do this... I've hositalized myself three times in the past - mostly because I NEEDED the help from the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-04-2010, 08:45 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,486,330
Posted By Chimaera
I know we've talked about this. I know I told you...

I know we've talked about this. I know I told you that I would come to you before doing something 'stupid'... but how can I when I feel so embarassed about it? I'm so fucking fat and disgusting. I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-04-2010, 08:50 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,486,330
Posted By Chimaera
I'm planning again. I honestly never meant to......

I'm planning again. I honestly never meant to... but ever since the other night at my friends house... I've realised all over again what an enourmous failure I am at life.

I can honestly say that...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-04-2010, 08:28 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,486,330
Posted By Chimaera
I'm so sorry mum... Inever meant to cause you any...

I'm so sorry mum... Inever meant to cause you any stress...

But I think it's best if I have myself admitted. Honestly at this point I'm surprised I'm still alive...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-08-2009, 07:16 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 4,323
Posted By Chimaera
I think I'm only on day three of my new...

I think I'm only on day three of my new medication so we're giving it about a week or two before they review it, I think.

I've already given my mother all of my sharps as well. It was REALLY hard...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-08-2009, 07:21 AM
Replies: 25
Views: 966
Posted By Chimaera
*Big hugs* I hope everything goes well for you...

*Big hugs* I hope everything goes well for you <3
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-08-2009, 07:19 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 4,323
Posted By Chimaera
Thank you all for your support. I'm feeling...

Thank you all for your support. I'm feeling better now, but I can't trust myself around sharp stuff and even my own medications. My mother is holding my meds for me, which I'm glad for. Although I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-08-2009, 11:21 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 4,323
Posted By Chimaera
Sorry guys. I ended up waking my parents up and...

Sorry guys. I ended up waking my parents up and going to the hospital emergency room. I don't remember a whole lot of what happened because by that time I was pretty out of it.

But I'm glad I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-08-2009, 09:47 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,486,330
Posted By Chimaera
I might accidentally die tonight. I'm so sorry. I...

I might accidentally die tonight. I'm so sorry. I never wanted to end my life. I just wanted the world to stop spinning... :(
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-08-2009, 09:34 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 4,323
Posted By Chimaera
Prozac Overdose?!

I'm really terribly sorry for this, but I need some advice. I've definitely taken much more of my medication than was intended. I've just been feeling very low recently. It's not that I want to end...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-08-2009, 11:16 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 758
Posted By Chimaera
*Big huge hugs* I'm really sorry for everything...

*Big huge hugs*

I'm really sorry for everything you're going through. I remember how difficult it was for me to eat after getting my wisdom teeth pulled (unfortunately you'll have to stay away from...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-08-2009, 10:44 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 586
Posted By Chimaera
I just find it really hard to talk to anyone...

I just find it really hard to talk to anyone about anything. The last time I talked to a doctor he told me I was just having mood swings and that they'd go away. I should try a different doctor, or...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-08-2009, 10:05 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 586
Posted By Chimaera
Pretty Bad...

First off, I should mention I've been drinking a little bit. Secondly, I write these kinds of posts too often and close the window before posting. I'm hoping, like always, that this post actually...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 14-08-2009, 07:01 AM
Replies: 52
Views: 2,074
Posted By Chimaera
I've never regretted any of my scars. Both old...

I've never regretted any of my scars. Both old and new ones. It's really hard to explain because I'm sure those who don't self-harm probably cannot comprehend it. The only time when I feel...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 12-08-2009, 11:09 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 845
Posted By Chimaera
*Hugs* Sorry, I don't really have any...

*Hugs* Sorry, I don't really have any constructive advice. Hang in there, I'm sure you can get through this <3
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-08-2009, 09:38 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 628
Posted By Chimaera
*Big hugs* Sorry I can't offer any help, but I...

*Big hugs* Sorry I can't offer any help, but I hope you are doing okay. I know you can get through this <3
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-08-2009, 09:34 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 499
Posted By Chimaera
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/showthread.ph...

http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/showthread.php?t=51434
That would be the link to the post Nil mentioned. (:

*Big hugs* Sorry I don't really have any advice - but hopefully that thread will...
Forum: General Support and Advice 06-08-2009, 09:13 PM
Replies: 1,431
Views: 108,295
Posted By Chimaera
I know I'm still in shock. I still cannot believe...

I know I'm still in shock. I still cannot believe it. I don't want to believe it. But I know, I know when I go to your funeral it will all suddenly be real. You're gone... Shelley you were like my...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-07-2009, 08:06 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 905
Posted By Chimaera
Recently this is what my cuts have been - just...

Recently this is what my cuts have been - just for the hell of it. I'm not entirely depressed or stressed out at the moment, or at the moment I am cutting. It just kind of happens? It is quite...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-07-2009, 08:03 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 705
Posted By Chimaera
*Hugs* Sometimes it can be difficult to refuse...

*Hugs*

Sometimes it can be difficult to refuse the urges to cut. It doesn't make you stupid at all though. Sorry I'm not much help! Try and take care *Hugs again*
Forum: Eating Issues Support 27-07-2009, 06:44 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,029
Posted By Chimaera
This couldn't be more true. And yeah, I think the...

This couldn't be more true. And yeah, I think the same thing applies to all those 'diet pills' and stuff. They don't work, but they sell. Bah!
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-07-2009, 06:01 PM
Replies: 37
Views: 1,856
Posted By Chimaera
I actually started taking it because of my...

I actually started taking it because of my bulimia. I started on 10mg, then 20mg, and I'm now at 30mg but I really don't think it's doing anything but making me manic.

I'm more than positive that...
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