Not quite sure.

[alleexx12]

I blank out, alot. Things feel unreal. A couple people on this site have suggested dissociation to me, but when looking up the symptoms & causes-they don't exactly fit. I'm worse at night, don't remember falling asleep, conversations, the days before, ect. I'll wake up in a panic--for no reason. Randomly will wake up and freak out, not knowing where I am really. Could stress be a factor?
Thanks x

[Horizon]

Yes, stress could be a factor. Are there things going on right now that are creating an unusual/extreme amount or anxiety for you?

[alleexx12]

Figured it would be. & yes-very much so. Extreme could be considered an understatement.

[one_step_closer]

There is a dissociation assessment questionnaire called the dissociative experiences scale (I think) that you can work through and have assessed by a professional.