Is there something wrong with me?

[~.Ilyssya.~]

All I can feel is anger and hatred. For everyone and everything around me.
Resentment.
I scream. I hit things. (Mostly walls and doors. Never People.)
I argue, constantly.

And yet I'm afraid of doing anything too bad, I would never kick off at school. I'll always wait till I get home and then just breakdown and cry and hit things.

I have OCD symptoms too, everything has to be in straight lines, and I get stressed and can't concentrate when I don't have control over it.

I also have coordination problems, in that I fall over a LOT.

I have no idea if this is even something wrong with me, or just me being a hormonal teenager.

Feel free to ignore me. That tends to be what happens anyway.

[plastic rose]

I don't know if what you describe is part of a mental illness or normal teenage feelings. Only a doctor, who has your complete medical history, and can ask you all sorts of questions, and has expert knowledge on the subject, can tell you that.

A lot of what you describe is not uncommon in adolescents. Coordination problems are very common in teenagers because during puberty your brain goes through a process of completely being 're-wired' - all your neural circuits get changed around to accomodate your rapid growth and all the other physical and emotional changes that happen at the time.

BUT if you're worried about these things, if it's causing you so much distress that it's interfering with your daily life, or making you constantly feel worried or down, then it's definitely a significant problem that should be discussed with a medical professional. The anger does not sound typical to me. You could have a medical problem. I strongly advise you to see your doctor.