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everythings coming undone
I was doing so well, i felt like i was starting to get back on track. but the last few days have been really difficult and now i feel like its all comming undone again.
Everyday life just seems so much like hard work. i don't have the energy to work, see friends, cook, clean. it's almost iimpossible tyo get out of bed in the morning, what's the point. i've not eaten properly for 3 days, theres no food in the house and i know i need to go get some but i just don't have the energy.
I feel detached from the world around me; it’s as if I’m in it but not really a part of it. I feel more like an observer than a participant. I feel numb and detached, like I’m sleep walking through life with no real control over what I’m doing.
I dont know what to do.
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