not in a happy place

[twinkletears]

hi everyone,
im really really down my depression isnt budging and i feel so alone im always alone, i hate seeing people together happy makes me sadder cause i got noone.
I feel like im not cared about put to the side by people who say they care and they dont they would think of me and my feelings if they did, i feel so under valued all the time, im thinking of running away i cant take this life like i dont exist living in a shadow im not happy and i want to go to heaven and i cant even od anymore cause last time its not fair everything is being so creul to me, i want to be free

[Cazki]

*Hugs* Im very sorry that your depression is getting any better. How long have you had depression for? Was there a time when your deppresion wasnt as bad? Have you ever had proffessional support? Please dont run away its not the answer and it wont make things better. I know its difficult when your depression is so bad but please please dont hurt yourself or anything. You can get through this. I advise you to reach out for extra support so that you can get help with your depression. Keep talking to us.

Take care best wishes Ian