can someone with moderate depression, i mean with not severe, have thoughts of suicide and serious self harm?
because i think i have depression, but not severe, as i go out and have fun sometimes and laugh and things like that, but inside im feeling bad. but since i go out and can have good time,(but i feel sad when im alone and feel hopeless and everything bad) it means that i have moderate right? well, no. i don't have depression at all. even though i want to die and self harm really bad, its not depression, but my stupid mind.
but anyway. can someone with moderate depression have thoughts of suicide and self harm?
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i know i have to ask my doctor, but i don't want to, because she will think im overreacting and that i want to have depression, when i don't.
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
It's best you make an appointment and go tell her everything.
You're not overreacting.
They'll ask a few questions, and will find the best way to help you.
x
I feel like a defective model, like I came off the assembly line flat-out f***ed and my parents should have taken me back for repairs before the warranty ran out. Instead they didn't notice, and now i'm stuck like this.
You're best off with a doctors opinion, but when i was first diognosed with depression those were some of the things that were on my mind at the time. *Hugs*
Hold your head high gorgeous, they will kill to see you fall.
but if i ask her if she thinks i have depression, she will tell me that i want to have it.
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
does part of you want a diagnosis? i'm just wondering, because most of your posts here on MH Discussion are about diagnoses. that's not a criticism, because i was the same before i got diagnosed, and i think a lot of people here are. it's understandable, because you just want to be able to pinpoint what's wrong, so you can get the right help, start to understand yourself more, and move on, not feeling like you're floundering.
but perhaps the most important thing is not a diagnosis, but the treatment you receive?
yeah i want to have a diagnosis to know what is wrong with me. i know it doesn't help much, but how can i help myself if i don't know what i have?
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
Hey hun,
If i remember correctly from your previous posts you have a BPD diagnosis? Correct me if i'm wrong, obviously!
But there are other mental illnesses that can cause feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness and sadness that aren't 'depression'.
You really do need to speak to one of your professionals and ask them where you stand with your diagnosis and explain to them how you are feeling. You could even copy out your post and show it to them because it makes a lot of sense.
Take care
xx
i will ask my doctor. i don't know if i have bpd, others say yes and others no.
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
