sending you all the huggles in the world!!!! i love you lots and you aint allowed to go nowhere!!!!!!
just think about the things that are changing tho...you are now being seen by camhs and psych. you are FINALLY being listened too and there are lots of people that want to help and i know it seems and IS really awful and hard, we need to hold on and try and fight for the life we deserve!! we can get there sweetie, and i am here all the way for you sweetie, im only ever an email or text away
make sure you tell Jo how you are feeling tho, be brutely honest and maybe she can suggest some distractions for what to do when you are feeling like giving up on the world
loads of hugs and kisses...love you xxxxxxxx
this pic is so i can always remember jen who was my l'il sock monkey friend who has left ryl and i miss her!!!
im just having a down day, and these past few weeks have been so hard and im really not sure how much longer i can do this. i want to get better and carry on but no matter how hard i try nothing seems to help and its frustrating and im exhausted and im ready to give up.
'the pain you feel is real,
you're not asleep,
but its a nightmare,
but you cant wake up anytime.'
thank =]
i havent stopped feeling like absolute crap for a few weeks now and every now and again it gets on top of me and i feel like giving up.
at the moment im willing to keep trying everything i can to get better, its just taking so long and is so hard and nothing seems to be changing yet but i guess these things take time.
'the pain you feel is real,
you're not asleep,
but its a nightmare,
but you cant wake up anytime.'
this pic is so i can always remember jen who was my l'il sock monkey friend who has left ryl and i miss her!!! 
