Triggering (Suicide) - She's battling..

[Crayon,]

For ages now i haven't been coping and its a constant struggle to keep myself alive..Both anorexia and bulimia are back and I'm not sure how much torture my body can take anymore..
I can't do this, i'm sorry..

[I Miss You]

sweetie...do u have a theripist

are u in a treament center?

if u give up now...the disease will win...and u dont want that

u can pm me anytime u want ..im here for u

u dont dont have to go through this alone..

Drew

[Lace-Me-Up-x]

Yes you can hun <3.
Keep fighting and you'll realise that life's worth living.
Have you ever talked to a therapist/doctor about things? Maybe that could help?
Do you have a good support network of friends/family that you could talk to, even if you jsut tell them you feel down and don't mention the eating disorders?

I don't have much else to say but keep fighting kiddo. Everything happens for a reason <3 PM me if you need/want to talk more =]
Lace.

[Crayon,]

I've been talking to my pastor, but don't see her for atleast another week and also my school counsellor has referred me to CAMHS, but i have about 2-4weeks waiting period on that..plus its school holidays, i'm completely isolated..
MY family doesn't really know anything either so they're no help.

[Lace-Me-Up-x]

That's great hunny :).
Take each day at a time until you get your CAMHS refferal. You're heading in the right directiion, which is great =]

Also, try to make plans for the school holidays.I know they draaaaaaaaaag by, but sometimes having a good detailed plan can help. Go to Poundland and by some cheap crafty things? Personally, i like the "Paint your own moneybox" =]

Or read a book or even dream big and learn a new language? Anything to keep you distracted and the week will fly by.

Here if you wanan talk

Lace

[Crayon,]

The problem is I didn't want to be referred to camhs in the first place..I wanted out of everything - still do..
My plans always go wrong so i don't really bother trying to organise anything with 'friends' anymore..
Holidays are two weeks..
I just want to end this tonight..

[Crayon,]

Well stuff you too, i know you don't give a shit, but could you atleast refain from calling me an attention seeking whore?
Oh yeah and i'm the fucking fat one am i? I'll show you.
I hate inconsiderate people, especially when they know that things are going downhill for you and they know how to set you off. I mean why would you want to cause someone to breakdown?
FUCKK.

[roiben]

Who called you that, hun?

[Lace-Me-Up-x]

I'm on easter holidays so I understand how you feel :/

a GREAT distraction I've found is hamma beads. you can get em online or pound lands or woolworths or or ermmmm toys r us or argus.

please keep fighting
pm me if you want to add me on msn to talk more hun

EDIT - oh.;woolkworths no longer exists.>.<