Triggering (Suicide) - Ready to break!

immoraldefect · 07-04-2009, 01:28 AM

Im so close to snapping and just ending my life, i feel like i ruin the lifes of those i love and then my mam confirmed it said i ruined her life said im a pathetic waste of space, i was right all along death was the right thing for me i dont deserve to live

Chloe. · 07-04-2009, 01:51 AM

Sweetie *hugs* everyone deserves to live. I'm sooo sorry your mom said that. *hugs* You can pm me anytime.

samshine · 07-04-2009, 03:21 AM

Parents say things they don't mean all the time they're only human. I'm sure you're mum loves you more than anything she's probably feeling helpless and hates to see you in pain. Things will get better, they always do however much we all hate to admit it. Keep hanging in there you're worth it:)

Katiee · 07-04-2009, 05:50 PM

Hun, you're completely not a pathetic waste of space at all! You do deserce to live! Sweetie, please talk to someone about how you're feeling. xo.

Cazki · 07-04-2009, 05:52 PM

*Hugs* You are not pathetic or useless at all. Often when parents are angry they say things along the lines of what you have mentioned they dont mean it though, they are just upset or angry. Whats happening to make you feel this way? Can you talk to us about things? Do you have anyone close to you that you could talk to? Do you have any proffessional support? Death isnt the right choice, so many people care about you and if anything bad happened to you it would upset alot of people. Please dont end your life, you can get through this. Please reach out to someone one for support. Please dont give up, keep fighting, we are all here for you. Stay safe.

Take care best wishes Ian