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Triggering (Suicide) - I've finally snapped
I'm going to be very straightforward. Long story short, I take abilify to stop my voices and my depression. It gets rid of the voices but doesn't work completely for the depression but it's helped some. But now the last person in my life, she likes someone else now and is completely ignoring me. And as stupid of a reason as it is, it's put me in a really depressed state to the point where I don't even want to take my medication. For some reason, I want it to wear off so I'm depressed enough to finally kill myself without a second thought. Because now that the last person is gone from my life, I feel theres no hope in the future and I might as well end it. I don't know what else to think, what to feel, and god knows how much worse I'm going to be when the medicine wears off in however long it will take. I'm trying to convince myself otherwise, but I just, I don't know, I can't seem to find a reason to think otherwise.
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