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Gah she makes me so mad!
Arg!!
Okay so I txt her a few times, & okay she didn't tb, & then I asked her something important, and she still didn't tb. So I asked her why.
Then she came back having a go at me bout how she's busy and has more important things and her family and ****.
I know things aren't great for her either, and she won't really let me help or tell me everything. So when she comes back with **** like that it's like huh? Cse how am I sposed to know something is wrong when you haven't talked to me.
I know she's bad for me, and she brings out the self destructive side of me. But I haven't the heart to give up and walk away from her cse she needs someone. But she's making me worse. So until something really aweful happens I'll just keep getting worse.
Actually I just told her to **** off so perhaps.. oh I don't know!
Ughh... I dunno what to do. Sorry for the rant!
Jaime!
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