Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Appt. in a few hours *advice please*
I really don't know what to do for the best. If I tell her how I'm really feeling, theres a 90ish% chance that I will be sectioned.
Im terrified of being sectioned. The lack of control, among other things will really hurt...
However, at the same time, how do I get the help I need without it?
I really don't know what to do. Tempted to just cancel, or spend the whole session misdirecting her.
What should I do for the best?
Am I a bad person for thinking these things?
MuC N?# [f;m/f/n] S.H+/S.Hf/S.H&S.He/S.H&S.Rlg/S.H&S.Brw/S.H&S.Mcd/S.H~S.Mcw A(b- r---!/) Os/r Cc- I- OF(r o+) P~ F(cr^/xt+^/pw+^/eb+^/a+^/#+^) T++# X+(s/b/a/p) Jx Dj/o R C++ So
"Through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered, I have fought my way here, to the castle beyond the goblin city, for my will is as strong as yours and my kindom is great."
im in a very similar situation but as my best friend said there is no point in going if they cant help you and that means you being honest. if she suggests hospital then maybe u cud go voluntarily. or ask for more support outside the hospital. sorry if this isnt much use but i dont think u shud cancel cus she will know something is wrong and theres no point in u misleading her she is not stupid lol. you are not a bad person for thinking this you ar human and ur scared. hope ur app goes well let us know how you get on if you need to chat pm me.
cheryl xxx
I know its hard but you need to be honest with her about how you feel and your worries about being section the more she knows the better she can help. And if being sectioned is what is going to happen maybe ask to be admitted informally so you still have some level of control but get the support you need.
Please don't cancel use this opportunity to try and get more help.
Take care
x
You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.
Please don't cancel your appointment. You need to be honest about all that you're thinking and feeling so that they can help you; and like Kathryn said tell her how you feel about being sectioned, so that she knows that too.
Thinking of you. Let us know how things go.
Remember there's no such thing as a small act of kindness.
Every act creates a ripple with no logical end. ~ Scott Adams
Chelle hun, we've spoken about this and my stance is that you;re better outside than in. You have support from your friends for now, and that is what you need at the moment, not the stress of sectioning...
MuC N?# [f;m/f/n] S.H+/S.Hf/S.H&S.He/S.H&S.Rlg/S.H&S.Brw/S.H&S.Mcd/S.H~S.Mcw A(b- r---!/) Os/r Cc- I- OF(r o+) P~ F(cr^/xt+^/pw+^/eb+^/a+^/#+^) T++# X+(s/b/a/p) Jx Dj/o R C++ So
"Through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered, I have fought my way here, to the castle beyond the goblin city, for my will is as strong as yours and my kindom is great."
Ive not been sectioned, but she will section me next week if theres any sign of a slide.
Thank you all for your support, it really means a lot
MuC N?# [f;m/f/n] S.H+/S.Hf/S.H&S.He/S.H&S.Rlg/S.H&S.Brw/S.H&S.Mcd/S.H~S.Mcw A(b- r---!/) Os/r Cc- I- OF(r o+) P~ F(cr^/xt+^/pw+^/eb+^/a+^/#+^) T++# X+(s/b/a/p) Jx Dj/o R C++ So
"Through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered, I have fought my way here, to the castle beyond the goblin city, for my will is as strong as yours and my kindom is great."
well, It all hangs on next week now. Everytime I think aobut it, I get the shakes really bad.
So scared.
Thanks for all the support. Its really helped, and meant a lot.
MuC N?# [f;m/f/n] S.H+/S.Hf/S.H&S.He/S.H&S.Rlg/S.H&S.Brw/S.H&S.Mcd/S.H~S.Mcw A(b- r---!/) Os/r Cc- I- OF(r o+) P~ F(cr^/xt+^/pw+^/eb+^/a+^/#+^) T++# X+(s/b/a/p) Jx Dj/o R C++ So
"Through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered, I have fought my way here, to the castle beyond the goblin city, for my will is as strong as yours and my kindom is great."
