Triggering (Suicide) - really can not take anymore...

Lyssie · 23-03-2009, 10:23 PM

I feel like a complete loner and a freak for what I am... Useless and helpless, I am seeing my cpn tomorrow and I am wondering wether I should basically tell her how I'm feeling... Perhaps not I'm thinking! I just wish I didn't exist in the first place. Its funny the irony, I am suicidal but am too drained and exhausted to even go out of my own way to end my life. My stepdad is right I am lazy that's for sure. I know I don't deserve to post and this is probably going to sound idiotic, but baybe I could have some support and cuddles please? I am feeling so alone and just like I don't want to be here anymore,

I'm sorry for posting again... I'm sorry for being alive and I'm sorry for being me...

Lyssie xx

Chloe. · 23-03-2009, 10:58 PM

*hugs tightly*
Hun you don't have to say sorry for posting or being upset. I think you should tell you cpn how you're feeling. It may make things better. Take care ~

Cazki · 24-03-2009, 12:19 AM

*Hugs* Im sorry about the way your feeling. Your certainly not a freak though and your not useless. I think you should tell your cpn she will be able to help you more if you ope up to her and tell her how your feeling. Its your choice weather you choose to open up to her and tell her the truth about how your feeling but im concerned that if you dont that things could get worse.

Your cpn wont be able to help you if you keep things to yourself because she will be thinking things are ok when they arnt. Please dont apologise for posting, your welcome to post anytime and as much as you need to. Whats happening for you? Can you talk to us about what it is thats making you want to end your life? Please keep safe, dont end your life, i care about you and i dont want anything bad to happen to you. Keep talking to us, im here for you.

Take care all the best Ian

Katiee · 24-03-2009, 02:48 AM

Hun, you don't need to be sorry.
I think you should tell your cpn. You saw her today I take it? How'd it go? Take care. xo

Lyssie · 24-03-2009, 10:53 AM

Hiya, I am seeing her at 2 o'clock later today,
Thank you for being so kind to me,
I reall probably don't even deserve it

I just need someone, anyone...
To tell me everything will be alright??!! WILL IT??
I'm scared!...xxx

Lyssie · 24-03-2009, 11:23 AM

I just want my life to end now :(:(:(:(

gn1023 · 24-03-2009, 02:05 PM

lyssie, please don't. i know how you feel, i'm feeling exactly like that right now. if you want to talk please pm me... i'll always listen and it might be good for you :)

take care!

Emo · 24-03-2009, 02:10 PM

:hug you need to tell her that you feel this way hunni
she can help you

you are in my thoughts please try to hold on

Ella