Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Will you draw the line?

Katiee · 22-03-2009, 10:29 PM

I can't do this anymore, I don't want to do this anymore.
I'm happy on the outside, everything's alright (kinda), but inside? pfft, don't get me started. I feel like I'm hiding away.

I want to cut, I do. I want to cut so bad I end up in A&E, which I've never done before. I want to be in hospital. I want to end my life. I'm suicidal. I haven't told anyone this. I don't want to, to be honest. I want to keep it to myself. I feel unsafe.

I'm trying my hardest to be positive. Though for the past few weeks I just want...

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xo.

grizzlybear · 22-03-2009, 10:38 PM

hi hun i am sorry your feeling so bad, is there anyone you can talk to about how you are feeling? are you getting any support? i think you have taken a really brave step in sending this thread and saying how your feeling, that must have been hard.

I no things seem really hard right now but they will get better ,you could go to a & E and seak to a psch about how your feeling it might help.

hugs cuddly cat xxx

Katiee · 22-03-2009, 10:42 PM

I am getting help/support. I have my mental health nurse, who I saw on friday and I also have a psych who I completely hate and haven't seen her in months and keep putting off appointment because I absolutley hate the women.

I don't want to go to A&E to ask for help. I just want to cut, go to A&E then come home. I don't know why. I like being around people who care and stuff I suppose. I want to bleed.

xo.