Rant - Just alot of things on my mind...

edizzle. · 20-03-2009, 11:47 PM

I just feel really down today. I just want to curl up in a ball away from everyone. I don't want to be here but I don't want to be dead. Does that make sense? How can I be happy when nothing in my life goes right? How can I be happy when I'm constantly being put down? How can I be happy when I feel like no one truly cares about me? I just need some support. I just feel worthless and that my world is slowly crashing down on me. I feel like I'm falling apart. Physically and emotionally. And it sucks. I don't know what to do. I hate therapy. It never worked for me. I just can't confide in people I don't know. I just don't know anymore..

momo432 · 20-03-2009, 11:55 PM

*huggles*
i'm sorry i have no advice, but i know kinda how you feel
xx

JJthecat · 21-03-2009, 03:17 AM

I know the feeling.
What helps me is calling a friend, journaling (it actually does work- i used to think it was pointless), or just BLASTING music until I can drown out my thoughts. I hate therapy too. I know how it is to not want to talk to people. And I was forced into it for 4 years. It really sucked. You and I seem to have a lot in common. Same thinking, too.
PM me if you need/want to talk, or just cuz you feel like it....
Be strong. You'll get through it.
Love,
JJ.

Katiee · 21-03-2009, 07:03 PM

Yeah, that makes sense. I understand, I've been there many times myself. *HUGS* Could you perhaps talk to a family member? Take care, we're always here for you. xo.

edizzle. · 25-03-2009, 02:12 AM

Ehh. Family, not so much. My best friend is the only person I can really talk to. But I feel bad for dumping on her.