Triggering (SI/Suicide) - HELP

just_different · 20-03-2009, 10:47 PM

I cant cope with this anymore
i want to give up
i cant do this
i hate myself so much

everyone else hates me aswell

i have no one to turn to anymore

i want to cut
and i want to die

i dont know what to do

Horizon · 20-03-2009, 11:17 PM

I'm sorry things are so difficult for you right now. Why do you feel that everyone hates you?

Remember that you can always turn to us here on this site. We're here for you.

I hope you can stay safe, and continue posting your feelings on here.

Bleeding Angel · 20-03-2009, 11:21 PM

Is there something thats making you feel like this tonight? or is it something thats just been buliding up inside you? Im sure that nobody hates you, people do care, but sometimes these feelings dont allow you to see this.

There are always people you can turn to, here, doctors, phy people, what about friends and family, can you talk to them?

Cazki · 20-03-2009, 11:25 PM

*Hugs* Im really sorry to hear that your struggling. Please dont end your life. Suicide isnt the answer, you can get through this. Are you able to talk to us some more about what it is thats causing you to feel this way? Why do you hate yourself so much? What is it that makes you feel that everyone hates you? Do you know what it is thats making you want to end your life? You said that you cant cope, what is it that you cant cope with?

Do you have any proffessional support? Is anyone else aware of how your feeling? I know that suicide feels like the best option but trust me its not. Suicide effects every individual person in a different way and there would be alot of people who would be very upset if they found out you had ended your life. Please keep fighting, im here for you.

Take care best wishes Ian

just_different · 20-03-2009, 11:50 PM

i tried to text my mate a couple of times this week to see if she would be free for a chat and she hasnt text back, i now that soujnds stupid but shes the one i always turn to and i think shes fed up with me now.
they told me this would hapen but everyone on here told me not to listen but i knew they were right!!!

I hate myself so much
and im so triggered
i want to die
i have no reason to live.
and i cant cope :'(

Katiee · 21-03-2009, 02:41 PM

Hun, could you possibly talk to someone who could help you? xo.

just_different · 21-03-2009, 09:16 PM

i have no one to talk to anymore
the one person i could trust i think ive annoyed her
tbh i dont blame her for hating me
arggg im such an idiot!!!

xbeckyx · 21-03-2009, 09:34 PM

*hugs*
Maybe she hasn't got her phone on her?
I've texted people and panicked if they haven't replied but there's usually a reason why.
You aren't an idiot at all! Is there anything you can do to keep busy and stay distracted?
You can talk to us if you want, we are all here for you
x

just_different · 21-03-2009, 09:51 PM

thank you
but i dont know she hasnt replied to my texts all week. but i dont know what ive done. like i know im annoying and maybe shes just fed up now.
i needed to talk to her tonight but i didnt want to text her and make things worse.
i dont know what to do

im slowly feeling worse and im scared
i want to die
i dont know what to do

ive messed everything up
i dont know how much more i can cope with