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20-03-2009, 12:49 PM
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my star has died...but its light still shines
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: In my Hidey hole...somewhere in Oz
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Triggering (Suicide) - What if...(triggers all)
what if...
I was take those pretty little pills I have been hoarding...not like my pathetic last attempt
Do you think anyone would notice?
Do you think anyone would care?
Sitting in a house full of people yet feeling completely empty, hollow and alone.
Like a huge mansion with all the lights on but empty....nobody home.
I should still be in hospital but I don't want to let them down...they think that week locked up has cured me...and by letting my family know that I am struggling that I would have more support and feel less alone...
I feel more alone then ever...I don't want to wake up tomorrow...why can't I just disappear...
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I'm not text book smart but I'm street smart....well sesame street smart anyway :p
I <3 you Lozza- my beautiful twin and care bear! Keep holding on. 'Whorejay'- u are my gorgeous partner in crime, who I will never give up. They can't seperate us! loooove you. I <3 Frizzly forever!!! ur my nite light
 R.I.P my beautiful angel Kat, you will always be in my heart. 27/03/91-31/08/09 xxx Sweetdreams baby girl xxx
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20-03-2009, 01:04 PM
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why dont you ask for help
pm box always open
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20-03-2009, 01:09 PM
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Fight for another day
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Yes people would notice, people would care. I have never spoken to you personally but I have seen people on here who obviously care about you. I know your hurting and struggling but killing yourself is not the way. No one is gonna think less of you if you let them know you are struggling, so please at least 5think of telling someone. You can and will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx
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"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
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20-03-2009, 04:20 PM
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It's full of lonely.
Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: England
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Hun,
Please don't do this. Tell people you're struggling. xo.
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<3.
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20-03-2009, 07:37 PM
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#5
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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i think lots of people care, that's why you're trying to protect them by not telling them. but you need to tell them you're not feeling safe so they can help.
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Zelo zelatus sum pro Domino Deo exercituum.
Ying tong iddle ai po!
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20-03-2009, 09:45 PM
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#6
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Queen SockMonkey aka Holly :D
Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Biggin Hill, England
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i would care LOTS and i know there are lots of other people that would care....LOZZA for a start!
i love you so much pumpkin, and you know i am always around for a pm
mwah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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 this pic is so i can always remember jen who was my l'il sock monkey friend who has left ryl and i miss her!!! xx
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20-03-2009, 11:09 PM
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just trying to fly εϊз
Join Date: Jun 2008
Location: Australia
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Originally Posted by l'il esky
i would care LOTS and i know there are lots of other people that would care....LOZZA for a start!
Yes that is right!! I would care... A LOT!!! Please hang in there sweetie.
Love you sooo much!!
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sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall ~˙·٠•●♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙~
my fur baby girls are my life <3 r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10
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20-03-2009, 11:18 PM
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This is my story, and your not part of it...
Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Hello Kitty Land
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Sometimes things get worse before they get better, the night before the dawn as the phrase goes.
You never know what you are giving up on until you die. You may think that no one cares, but you dont know how much it would hurt everyone if you died, and once its done it can never be erased, everyone you live has to carry that guilt for the rest of thier lives.
However they would not be dissapointed in you if you admitted you need help, they would see how strong you are for admitting you need help, after all, everyone wants whats best for you.
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"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
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