Triggering (Suicide) - sudden urge TRIG/GRAPHIC

Merc · 20-03-2009, 10:41 AM

I waht to slice my wrists again,
only now i know how to do it 'properly'
well, no, i know a betyter 'area' to do it in
instant daeth near
should only take 3minutes to bleed out
why has this hit me so hard al th esudden????
romp

*..life in pain..* · 20-03-2009, 10:46 AM

please dont do it. can you talk to someone? is someone with you? maybe try to distract yourself so that the urge can go away.

Merc · 20-03-2009, 10:49 AM

thank you for re plying! no..ihave no here an dno one to call either.
its just...take a pile opf pills or cut an artery ...or both....
im just so sicj k of all this
its enough
over 30 yeRS of this shit
im tired now dammit
romp

Merc · 20-03-2009, 11:09 AM

sorry.
this is stupid.
i shouldnt have posted.
romp

*..life in pain..* · 20-03-2009, 11:33 AM

no hun its not stupid at all. can you call a crisis line? its really important if you feel unsafe. or go to a&e.

Merc · 20-03-2009, 12:45 PM

thank you.
i helped being io chat and talking
talking to some awesome ppl ;o)
one day ween and erwin...one day sooooooooon i hope
thank you
going to bed now
romp

zowie · 20-03-2009, 01:38 PM

Romp honey :(
I'm glad you're feeling better after using chat. If you still feel like this when you wake up, is there anyone you can ask to be with you? Your husband maybe?
Don't suffer in silence. We're all here for you.
Love and hugs
Arwen xxx

Katiee · 20-03-2009, 04:13 PM

Hun,
I'm sorry to hear that. *HUGS*
Please don't. You can get through this.
Take care, and as already said, we're always here for you. xo.

Merc · 21-03-2009, 12:26 AM

thanks guys.
chat really did help, just being distracted.
I thought i was over these urges...it just came out of nowhere and sooo strong.
I should tell hubby ...but i just to worry him. He's been thru so much because of me these last few years...
anywyas, thanks.
romp