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20-03-2009, 03:22 AM
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broken before you
Join Date: Mar 2009
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Triggering (SI) - I battle goes on
I've had the same boyfriend for 8 months even though i knew he was a jerk. He always yelled at me for cutting but he tried to help somtimes too. We got to serouis to soon he presured me into having sex with him it seemed like thats all he wanted. After then we fell apart we got into more fights and over stupid crap I ened up cutting more because of him, We had a pregnacy scare about three months ago. I got so scared and he wanted me to get rid of it but i couldn't, I didn't tell my parents but his best friends mom helped me... The baby was all that was keeping us together, Then the day before thanksgiving I lost the baby And that night he found out that i'd been talking to his friend about everything and he broke up with me and yelled at me and i cut again. He never stoped yelling at me that night I was up all night crying and trying to stop the bleeding. He seemed like the best thing in my life but we fight all the time and he seems to be the big reason why i cut. But i love him and i couldn't dream of letting him go.... Now i'm struggling between SI and an ED, I could never talk to my parents about anything i don't want them to hate me... What should i do?
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A lIfE oN tHe RoCkS pUlLeD bAcK aNd GiVeN aNoThEr ChAnCe To Be hApPy
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20-03-2009, 03:32 AM
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There is no place like 127.0.0.1
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: London
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You don't deserve his awfulness. He will only serve to destroy you.
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PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
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20-03-2009, 11:34 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
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*Hugs* Im very sorry about what you have been through. Im sure your parents wouldnt hate you if you spoke to them about things. You dont deserve him, you deserve much better than that. Would you consider getting proffessional support? I reallly think that you need to talk to a proffessional about things. You have been through a very difficult time and it sounds like you could do with some extra support. Im sorry that you lost the baby. Please stay strong, you can get through this. Could you talk to your parents? If you find it to difficult talking to them face to face perhaps you could write a letter to them? Keep talking to us.
Take care all the best Ian
Last edited by Cazki : 20-03-2009 at 06:28 PM.
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20-03-2009, 04:06 PM
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It's full of lonely.
Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: England
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Hun,
as already said, maybe you should get some professional help for you SI and ED? I'm sorry to hear you lost your baby, must of been hard. *HUGS* Take care. xo.
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<3.
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21-03-2009, 01:09 AM
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broken before you
Join Date: Mar 2009
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yeah lossing the baby was very hard and i still havn't got over it...
I can't get professional help because i couldn't tell my prents
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23-03-2009, 05:49 PM
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There is no place like 127.0.0.1
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: London
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Hugs. Are you under 16?
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PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
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23-06-2009, 06:08 PM
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broken before you
Join Date: Mar 2009
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yeah i am, i'm turning 15 but i was preganant before my 14 birthday
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