Triggering (Suicide) - ... :(

*..life in pain..* · 19-03-2009, 03:20 PM

*cries*

Popple · 19-03-2009, 03:40 PM

*cuddles*
Whats wrong love? Maybe if you tell us whats happening we can help
Take care of yourself
x

Cazki · 19-03-2009, 03:41 PM

*Cuddles you* Whats up love? Can you talk to us some more about whats happening for you?

Take care best wishes Ian

*..life in pain..* · 19-03-2009, 03:46 PM

its just really silly and stupid. i miss that friend i was telling you about (whose boyfriend put me on drugs, she who would disappear when we were friends, she who is on drugs and im not sure if she was really my friend). even though she was doing all these things to me, i still miss her so much. it makes me so depressed.

Popple · 19-03-2009, 03:54 PM

Its not silly or stupid. It is hard when you lose a friend like that someone you care about and just because bad things have happened doesn't change the fact she is your friend.

Katiee · 19-03-2009, 05:51 PM

Awh, hun. *HUGS* I don't know what to say. Could you contact her? Take care. xo.

*..life in pain..* · 19-03-2009, 08:30 PM

i don't know if i should contact her. if someone finds out, i will lose people and i don't want that. also, if we become friends again, i will be afraid of her disappearing again, because she always did for some reason. we would be ok and then all of a sudden she wouldn't answer my calls or texts. then she would call me 3 months later to give her money. maybe she wasn't a real friend. maybe she wanted only money from me.

*..life in pain..* · 20-03-2009, 11:36 AM

i tried to contact her but she has her phone off. maybe she changed number or something happened to her. or she doesnt want me as a friend and she changed number because of me. i wish i could see her for one more time...