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19-03-2009, 03:20 AM
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once you start falling its impossible to stop
Join Date: Jan 2009
Location: not sure
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Triggering (SI/Suicide) - can YOU/ ANYONE see me?
i got drunk tonight.
i cut tonight.
i went to A&E tonight
and once again i was invisible.
i could hear them talking about me like i wasnt there 'poor girl' ' silly girl ' ' leave her to it' it kinda hurt actually. hearing them say it like i didnt already know it, what the hell did they think im here for flu injection ?! only went cos its the only semi safe place i know.
once i again i got treat like i had the plague. patch me up and send me on my way - even tho they knew im suicidal, they knew ive been drinking and well over limit to drive myself home. they knew i was only in two days ago and will do it again,
BUT hey whats it matter im just some silly little kid anyway. right.
its over. enough. ive had enough to take to much now.
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[color="Red"]i can be your Hilton, i can be your Spears but don't expect me to shed any tears.[/COLOR]
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19-03-2009, 03:53 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: USA
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I'm so sorry you had that experience. That's unprofessional of them. I really don't have anything useful to say except you don't deserve to be treated that way, and that I hope you can stay safe... We're here for you.
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19-03-2009, 04:45 AM
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hypocrite
Join Date: Sep 2007
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basically the same as facet. i'm really sorry that happened to you, what they were doing was just cruel.
Are you okay now? What's wrong?
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Too Young to Die, Too Fast to Live.
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19-03-2009, 10:42 AM
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Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: England
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I'm sorry they treated you like this. Of course, you did the sensible thing to go to hospital, which takes a lot of courage to do, and they obviously oversaw that. Please don't do it again, I'm saying that for you, not for myself. You were putting yourself in danger, especially driving over the limit. Your safety is very important.
I'm sorry you have had such bad experiences with people, but remember there are professionals out there, who are understanding and very helpful and trustworthy.
Take care x
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There there baby, it's just text book stuff, it's in the ABC of growing up...
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19-03-2009, 11:17 AM
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It's full of lonely.
Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: England
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Hey sweetie,
I'm sorry to hear you had such a bad time at the hospital. I can understand why you'd feel hurt by the things they said. *HUGS* Are you getting any professional help/support? Take care, hun. xo.
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<3.
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19-03-2009, 10:15 PM
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once you start falling its impossible to stop
Join Date: Jan 2009
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thanks for your comments everyone, not that i deserve them.
i did it to myself so i deserve to be treated like crap.
im trying to get help. but so far its useless my cpn is going on holiday and she not really bothered about me, other then her i have no one =[
i wanna do it again.
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[color="Red"]i can be your Hilton, i can be your Spears but don't expect me to shed any tears.[/COLOR]
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20-03-2009, 06:06 PM
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call me hayley! :D (previously h122)
Join Date: Jun 2008
Location: birmingham,uk
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please don't try again hunni, im sorry i dont have much advice atm but nobody wants to see u get hurt *safe cuddles*
please take care of urself, we're here for you
xxxxxxx
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"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars"
- Oscar Wilde
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