arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
stupid school, trying to expell me "threatening a student with a chair" - which by the way i didn't do. i'm just hated by my whole english class (in which it "happened"). meeting on monday = to see if im allowed back in or not. it's with daddy though
then there's my health...which i'm not going into, but physically it's about as worse as it can possibly be. mentally isn't too good either. voices back, telling me to jump, won't go away.
then there's this stupid girl at school, thinks she can tell me what to do, i walked out of chemistry in tears today. maybe because i realised i needed to cry, as i'm not allowed to with daddy, but probably because i'd of beaten the shit out of her otherwise. now she's ignoring me. stupid immature child
i'm so close to ending it all, said bye bye to people who i trust (which due to my past is only a few). they are the only thing stopping me from leaving....
ok, sorry for posting such a long thread.
help ?
