I NEED YOUR support to get through this

[butterfly hearts]

I didn't want to make a new thread for support, so i am just editing this first post to say that thankfully the problem i talk about below is not much of a problem anymore. I was able to talk about it, and that in itself made SUCH a difference and almost immediately made things 10 times better.

However, i still feel VERY alone....i miss my dad very much....and i am lonely and isolating myself. I can't find words for how i am feeling



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This will be difficult for some of you to understand due to lack of information, but please stick with me whilst i explain what i can.

Today, maybe tomorrow, or maybe the day after i will be giving up something very difficult to give up. Right now i feel i have basically nobody. I am now going to give up the comfort blanket of support and care i have found for myself but ending a relationship very comforting to me.

This is necessary for me to get on with my life at present, but also very VERY difficult.

Because there is nobody who knows about this yet i have come here because i know that people won't need details to give out support.

So please stay with me, and help me to walk my way through this.

Thanks everyone.

[*..life in pain..*]

*hugs* im here and i hope you feel better soon. i know its hard giving up things, but sometimes it happens. please take care. pm me if you wanna talk.

[B-S-F]

I'm always here...and if you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me.

I hope that you feel better soon. *big squishes*

[butterfly hearts]

Well, i have done the first part of what i need to do....which has left me crying and feeling quite empty....

[B-S-F]

*hugs* what was it? xx

[Underjoyed]

It's hard... and I had to do something similar recently :(
Just remember its for the best, and be strong.

[butterfly hearts]

i am so confused :(

i wish i could tell you more everyone....i just can't, because i know anyone can read posts on RYL...

i'm in a really difficult situation. Not a dangerous one, it's just hard for me letting go of something i enjoy/rely on so much. What if it's not the right choice?

:(

[Tuesday]

Trust yourself. Since it was hard to do, I doubt you would do it if it wasn't the right thing to do... *hugs*

[Lyna]

Ya know, as much as it sucks most of the time, the right decision is often times never the one that's easy to make.

Good luck, stay strong and trust yourself. xx

[Katiee]

Hun,
I know it can be very, very difficult to give things up. But you will be able to get through this. It's a really good thing that you're taking this step. Remember baby steps, because if you take big step you'll fall at the first step. (what I always say to myself ) We're always here for you. Take care. xo.

[butterfly hearts]

i am really struggling....changing my mind. I feel bad and awful and sick and.... i can't even explain.

[lozza]

oh hunni. please hang in there. i love you so much. i'm always here if you wana chat.

*hugs*

[lozstar88]

keep fighting my beautiful butterfly
You will get through this and be stronger and better for it.
I love you, we are here for you
THinking of you
xoxoxox

[butterfly hearts]

thanks so much everyone.

I am safe at least so you don't have to worry about that okay?

I am not trying to make it difficult by not explaining, i just can't here, and i'm really sorry. But please stick by me anyway....

[xbeckyx]

Keeo fighting hun, you can beat this x

[butterfly hearts]

i don't feel okay :(
I can't express to anyone how i feel....no words can explain it.
I feel so lonely because i need to tell people how i feel and i can't :(

[shieldworld]

Trust yourself and your judgement. We'll always stick with you sweetie, no matter what. We're a stronger family on here than any other family in the world.
You know you wouldn't be fighting so hard to give this up if it wasn't bad for you. Stay as safe as you can.

God bless.

[butterfly hearts]

I had to get stitches for the first time ever today =( I was lucky to get to see someone (my usual GP who is lovely).
I still feel so alone, and i'm so behind at uni i can't do anything for it because i'm too busy feeling sorry for myself!

[shieldworld]

Have you got a mentor you can talk to about catching up on the work?
Sorry to hear you had to get stitches (})

[butterfly hearts]

I spent a whole day detracting myself, but did NO WORK.
I don't know if i should go to work tomorrow.
I feel sick but i don't know if it's just in my head or not!
:(