Someone please help me im desperate

godchild · 14-03-2009, 11:46 PM

im a nice guy with a good personality and a good sense of humour but i need to know why is it i keep on getting hurt by people. hy they keep on doing a number on me and breaking my heart. is it bcoz i try too hard or is it bcoz im too nice i really need to know as i truelly do hate being single.
the worse thing about this pain that im going through is that it manifests in me cutting my body up and mutilating myself just so i can have some feelings, some emotions running through my what seems to be an emotionless void of a body.

Katiee · 17-03-2009, 05:42 PM

Heyya,
I'm sorry you're feeling like this. *HUGS*
Is there anyone you could talk to about this? xo.

momo432 · 17-03-2009, 05:47 PM

*hugs*
could you try to find another way to meet people, like though a club or something?
stay strong,
xx

Popple · 17-03-2009, 05:47 PM

*cuddles*
If other people are treating you badly that is there problem not yours. I know it shit when it happens over and over again but sometimes people subconciously spot something in people who have been hurt before and it does mean its more likely to happen to you but what you need it to take a stand for yourself if people treat you bad then you do not need them and you certainly do not need to hurt yourself because of other peoples mistakes.
Take care of yourself love
x

godchild · 17-03-2009, 08:37 PM

my problem is im very shy and since what my ex did to me im also very self conscious(sp) i have no self esteem which prolly doesn't help so clubs and pubs are out of the window. I know i shouldn't be feeling this way bcoz of what some bitch did to me but the truth is i really did love her and chances are i will never love anyone like that again in my entire life. and that thought actually scares me

godchild · 03-04-2009, 10:37 AM

im going on holiday tomarow but the thing is im scared that people will see my scars and ask me how i got them

godchild · 08-04-2009, 02:40 PM

well im on holiday now and now everyone knows that i self harm. it seems as though some people have known for a while and that they cant keep their mouths shut.

red.rain · 08-04-2009, 02:48 PM

Hey,
How's everything going for you now that you're on break?

godchild · 10-04-2009, 09:40 PM

things are better thanks for asking, still feel lousy though still feel down and depressed

Wonderland. · 10-04-2009, 10:19 PM

Sweetie you do deserve to be treated well, if people hurt you then they are not very nice people, all this hurt must be very hard to deal with, it still sounds like you are struggling to deal with whatever your ex did. Are you receiving any professional support atm?

Amy x

godchild · 11-04-2009, 12:13 AM

no im not receiving any professional help at the moment i did at one point towards the beguinning but not anymore. it's just i hate being alone i hate being single but whenever someone comes along to change that i treat them in such a weird way bcoz of whats happend to me in previous relationships that they just go looking somewhere else and its really starting to get me down now.