I really dont know how to say what i mean, bt im going to try, my docters put me on medication and yes it stops me feeling bad... but it stops me feeling anything at all, i feel like a walking zombie, i dont feel so bad but im not happy either and i hate it, im starting to miss feeling sad because at least then i felt something, i dont know if anyone will understand what i mean, im thinking of coming off my meds for a bit, i dunno what else to do, it feels like im living life in a grey bubble and life goes on around me bt im not actually a part of it, i just carnt laff or cry or anything and i dont enjoy or dislike anything
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" I believe [dreams] are sacred, Take my darkest [fears] and play them, like a lullaby, like a reason [why]"
Hunni, I do know what you mean.
I've felt like that for a very, very long time.
I don't think you should come off your meds. If you really, really feel you have to then make sure you discuss it with your doctor frist. I don't really have any advice for you, as I feel like this myself, though the way I cope is by doing thing that make me not think about it, if ya get me? Take care. xx
-hug- I understand exactly what you mean. I feel like that everyday. Like I'm just floating by everything; I don't belong and I'm not living life to it's fullest. I think your meds will help you. They should take that nothingness feeling away. How long have you been on them.
If you're unhappy with your medication, speak to your doctor about it. They should be able to change your medication to one that won't make you feel so numb.
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"Between two worlds life hovers like a star,
twixt night and morn, upon the horizon's verge."
- Lord Byron
I know exactly what you mean. You start to wish you felt anything, good or bad. Give it a bit longer and if nothing has changed then see your doctor and explain the situation.
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Medication isn't just a quick fix. It can be great for clinically depressed people, but it tends to work best alongside some talking therapy, like counselling. It might be worth looking into- it addresses the root cause of the problem as opposed to just masking it.
My first lot of meds kind of cut off the top levels of my emotions, so I know what you mean. It's like existing, but not living. I didn't realise I was so zombified it until I came off them, and I remembered what it was like to laugh, so I got it changed. It's worth going back and asking for something else.
Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why it's always the same
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain.
