Triggering (SI/Suicide) - I would rather die

[jessye]

I've just realised that I would rather die tomorrow than face a life plagued with depression and waiting for those brief and occasional moments where it seems ok.

Youth and optimism doesn't work anymore.

Antidepressants won't help.

Therapy only makes me realise how pathetic I am.

I just don't know anymore. I don't know anything.

[Katiee]

Hun,
Things will get better. You're not pathetic. *HUGS*
Please talk to someone about how you're feeling, sweet. xx

[Cazki]

*Hugs* Im sorry that your feeling this way. Dont give up, i know itshard but things will get better they wont be like this forever. When you say meds dont work, how many medications have you tried? Needing to have therapy doesnt make you pathetic at all. Have you spoken to anyone about how your feeling? Do you have any proffessional support? If you havent spoken to anyone about how your feeling then i strong advise that you do because they can help you.

They wont be able to help if you dont talk to them about things because as far as they are concerned your fine, but from this thread i can see that your not fine. Please dont end your life, there are lots of people who care about you and they would be devastated if anything happend to you or you ended your life. What is it thats making you feel this way? Whats going on for you? Can you talk to us about things? Dont give up stay strong.

Take care all the best Ian

[Popple]

You are not pathetic and just because things are bad now does not mean they cannot get better and they may not be better next week, next month maybe even for a few years but you don't give up. You have to keep fighting this.
Stick at therapy and it might take a while to find something that works for you but you can do it. Trust me it is possible.
Could you speak to your therapist and tell them what you told us.
You can get through this love.
Take care
xx