Triggering (SI/OD) - crashed.

momo432 · 08-03-2009, 01:12 PM

i have completely crashed.
i was happy 20 minutes ago
and now all i want to do is go to sleep and never wake up.

i can't si because i've run out of dressings etc and i don't want to make a complete mess.
so the only option is od-ing.
and i want to but i'm scared and i'm going kayaking this afternoon and my friend who was going to come has just told me that he can't come and i want him to because he's my best friend/lifeline and i've not seen him in ages and he's not talking much on msn because he's revising for an exam

sorry i'm so pathetic

Louise · 08-03-2009, 01:23 PM

hey, you are not pathetic not at all. please do not od, it will only make more damage. you can get through this. go for a walk, maybe do something you enjoy doing. i am only a pm away or add me to msn just pm me for the address.

xxx

momo432 · 08-03-2009, 01:37 PM

i am pathetic, i really am.
thanks for replying =]

lydia. · 08-03-2009, 02:42 PM

heya,

you're no where near pathetic. you're human. we all feel low & need some support from time to time. don't go so hard on yourself.

i'm sorry to hear you're feeling so low right now, but you know, suicide is never the answer. there are other way to get how you're feeling out rather than hurting yourself. maybe turn some music up loud & sing your heart out. or go for a walk to get your mind of it, or just do whatever you can to keep your hands busy. the urge will pass. you will not feel like this forever.

i'm sure you're friend is just a bit stressed with the pressure of exams. maybe give him a call later & just chat or let him know how you're feeling?

hang in there,

*squishes*

Katiee · 08-03-2009, 04:14 PM

Heyya,
You're not pathetic sweet. I can understand where you're coming from. My moods can be a little all over the place sometimes. One minute you're happy, the next you're not. *HUGS* Try and stay calm though and please don't OD it won't help anything, only make things wrose. Try doing other things instead. Is there anyone else you could talk to? Maybe a family member, other friend, ect? Take care, sweet. xx

Left. · 08-03-2009, 04:25 PM

Izzy babes, you are not pathetic in any way!!!
i'm on msn if you want to talk sweetie

xx

momo432 · 08-03-2009, 06:11 PM

i just got back from kayaking.
my friend did go =]

i was ok for the couple of hours i was in the water, but then i got out and i've gone back down again.

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