Triggering (Suicide) - Asking for Help from Hubby

[Rain Keeper]

So I know what I have. I know I need help. I have hid my emotions from my husband who thinks all is ok. Blew up yesterday and told him I WANTED to OFF myself, that I have been depressed for sometime now. I went on a shopping binge and spent $100 I really dont have.

He is upset about the money. Kept asking Why? Why would I steal from the kids and him like that. I STILL work two jobs. I wanted something for me...but I got something for the kids and him too!

No point...


He said I know what I need to do...pray...and stop the nonsense thinking...that there IS ABSOLUTELY nothing psychologically wrong.

Ha!

no more meds..which i was just getting accustom to...no more counsellor...no more Psychiatrist.

Arent I a lucky woman I am healed cause my husband made the assesment???

Going off my rocker...maybe slipping and hitting my head would knock some sense into me???


sorry I havnt been around,
Rain

[Sigma]

I'm sorry he isn't being supportive, that must really hurt... perhaps he feels out of his depth? I know I say stupid things when I'm in the middle of an arguement, can you talk to him about it all once you're both calmer?

Anyway, just wanted you to know you're not on your own...

[Tears of Solitude]

Im sooo sorry. I just wanted to say that I am listening xxx and that I care

Love Jade xxx

[~Grace~]

Im so sorry rain, Its a difficult situation to be in and I really feel for you.

Just as you were getting somewhere with help....

Things is, those meds were prescribed to you for a reason. You need them,
Is there any way you and your hubby could have a joint appointment with either your doctor or psych,
so he can hear of your illness from those he may listen to..

I dont know what else to suggest
Thinking of you and sending hugs xxxx