So tomorrow i have my first meeting with the CPN

dragonfly · 09-02-2009, 10:21 PM

I am proper worried about this for some reason.

I have got worse over the past few days aswell.

I'm finding it really hard to eat, my sleep is just useless, basically i feel like i'm cracking up.

I have no idea what i'm going to tell this women.

I have a letter that one women i work with wrote about me and how me as a person has changed over the past few months. I read it and it made me want to cry as i know i'm hurting people around me.

I just wish there was a simple answer to all of this. A special anything that could make it all go away and be fixed so that i wake up in the morning and there's nothing but happiness for everyone.

Protège-Moi · 09-02-2009, 10:54 PM

*Hugs*

Could the fact your anxious about the appointment be contributing to the fact you feel you've got worse?

As for what you're going to say to your CPN I'd try not to worry about it too much. Just try and explain the problems you're having, if you don't know where to start you could try making some notes about everything before you go. She will probably ask you questions about things so you can just answer them and let her 'take the lead' if you're still unsure what to say.

I think we all wish there was a simple answer but at least you can start getting some support.

Good luck.

dragonfly · 10-02-2009, 04:30 PM

So i have been to my appointment.

She has signed me up for a 6 week course of therapy and then after that it's my choice if we carry on or not.

She wants to work on my self esteem, the way i think about myself and how i deal with things.

She has given me a whole bunch of stuff to read through so will do that when i get round to it.

She seems like a really nice women and all but for some reason i feel like she's going to be just like everyone else i've ever spoken to.