Triggering (Suicide/Sexual Abuse) - also just abuse etc-probably everything
i want to die to make my parents happy
they tried to kill me and couldnt manage
life is just crap-all i am is something to get what others need from-my ex got sex when he wanted it even if i didnt, my parents got an outlet for their anger and words,
it would be better if i died-i could finnaly do something right in my parents eyes
i could get rid of my ex for good
i wont fail at uni cos i wont be there
noone will loose out so it will be better
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
thats not true, you will lose out
and all the people you meet from here on out will lose out.
this is one portion of your life and yes it sounds like it completely sucks but its just one bit of it.
nothing stays the same forever.
you dont want to throw away any chance of happiness.
there is help at uni if you need it to get through, extensions, intermission etc.
your at uni now your moving on, after uni you can move away from whoever you like to wherever you like theres nothing wrong with that atleast you would be alive.
you hate the situation you are in now, so change the situation, make changes to the way you live your life, try and change the factors that are hurting you or having an negative impact on you.
suicide is not the answer, its too final.
you cant go back from that, would it not be better to try every option before settling on that.
you only get one life, this is it, you have to play the cards you were dealt and make the most out of what you have got.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
