To everyone here on RYL that I usually talk to or post to,
I'm sorry I haven't been around properly. The Voices and paranoia are taking me over a bit, leaving me speechless and unable to post properly or give proper advice.
I'm not ignoring you all at RYL.
I just need some time to get myself sorted.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
"Because you don't notice the light without a bit of shadow. Everything has both dark and light. You have to play with it until you get it exactly right."
You just make sure your looking after yourself before worrying about us OK?
Yeah I miss ya but I want you OK too. So post when you want to and when your ready OK? Or I may cyber poke you!
I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom
i'm tired of chasing my dreams. i'm just gonna ask where they're going, and hook up with them later.
As others have said, we understand things are difficult for you, it's good you are taking care of yourself as much as we all miss you we would all prefer you took care of yourself first.
My psych appointment wasn't very useful. I didn't tell her much about what's been going on.
I'm making a list for the next appointment.
You guys all keep me going, thanks....
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Never any need to apologize hon. Sorry to hear that you didn't feel able to say much at your last psych appt but I hope that the list will help with explaining things next time.
I am trying to get out more and I've been ordering books off Amazon...need to keep busy and distracted.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Hey Steel you dont need to be sorry and it sounds like your making a real effort to keep busy and also to get things back on an even keel for yourself.
Well done.
And dont worry about not being around.
Miss you but understand that people need to take time out sometimes and just want you to look after yourself.
im also sorry about the psych appointment but hope it will be better next time with the list and all [i think the list is a really positive idea by the way, well done!].
Please try and take care and look after yourself as best you can and i hope you start to feel better soon.
And feel free to keep talking when you feel able/upto it/want to.
i do not always manage to be around but i wish you all the very best - love and luck to you all!
*is trying to stay away from the vodka bottle atm*
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
No need to be sorry at all Steel maiden, you are important and must put yourself first.
Well done for emailing your psych, that was a good positive step.
Hope you're okay xxx
Thanks. I didn't touch the alcohol in the end because I fell asleep.
I will see on Monday if my psych will e-mail me back. She's not very efficient with reading e-mails, from experience.
I am listening to some heavy music to block the Voices out, because its getting to the point where I want to give up.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
