people are watching me

[Cacoethes]

people are watching me. they have cameras everywhere.
watching my every move.
it must be because im excited about the cruise.
they think i dont deserve happiness, i probably dont.
theyre watching me and plotting against me.
i dont know when theyre going to strike.
i cant sleep, because thats probably when they will get me.
i dont know what they will do.
but they must be watching me for a reason.
i cant take my meds because they have swapped them for
mind control pills.
they wont get me that easily.

the reason im posting this is if something happens to me,
it is them who have done it.
and maybe people will believe me.

[Cacoethes]

im so tired.
im going to sleep.
if i dont come back then they have decided to get me.
sorry everyone

[Not The Jello]

Hey sweets. How are you feeling this morning?
Do you have a doctor you can talk to about this. I would tell you this isn't real but you won't believe me and it won't be much help. So what we need to do is figure out a way to help you feel safe. Do you know of a place you can go where the cameras won't be? A person you can trust?
Keep talking hun, we'll get you through this
xx

[Cacoethes]

i couldnt go anywhere if i wanted to.
im snowed in.
the cameras are even at school, i dont really feel safe anywhere
right now.
and my doctor scares me
i really appreciate your help though
x

[Lucius.]

Of course you deserve happiness, and I'm sure you'll have a lovely time on the cruise.

Paranoia is a horrible thing - I've experienced it myself many times - but I promise you that there's no one watching you and no one is out to get you. It's just the paranoia talking. You trust me, right? *cuddles*

By the way, your signiture made my smile - I'll always be here for you =]

[_plastic]

*cuddles*

This ain't real dear, I know how you feel cuz i go through the same..

But it ain't real though..

[Cacoethes]

i do trust you
but its so so hard to resist these feelings
im too scared to have a shower,even go to the toilet
because i know im being watched

[Lucius.]

I understand, sweetheart, I do, but you can't let this paranoia control your life.

*cuddles*

[Cacoethes]

im snowed in
its just another way to keep me here
in this house
why are they doing this to me

[Lucius.]

They can't control the weather, sweetheart. It's snowing here, too, and a lot of other places.

*cuddles*

[Cacoethes]

theyre clever.
they want people to think that
they made it snow
theyre turning people against me
i told my mum i took my meds
but i didnt
there mind control pills
im not stupid
they cant get me so easily