Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - I think I was assaulted last night...

[-Asphyxia-]

I won't get into the details, but I think it was orally...I woke up, and my pants were removed...I don't remember feeling anything, but still........

*sigh*

I was just raped in September. How could this happen again?

[melda]

Sorry to hear this has happened bab. Where were you when you woke up? Was it while you were out? You dont have to answer if its too painful to think about. Is there anything that you could do to stop this happening in the future. It is good that you have been able to talk to us about what has happened.

Take care

[-Asphyxia-]

I was at home...I've hung out with this guy for awhile, so I didn't think inviting him over would be a problem. So much for that....I feel like I can't trust any men now - even friends I've known for awhile.

I feel like a f*ck up, like it was my fault...but I didn't think he would do something like this......

[Lyssie]

You're not a f*ck up hun, you really aren't!
You're lovely and don't deserve such crap
Do you have anyone you can talk to about how you're feeling?
xx

[-Asphyxia-]

I'm seeing a counselor at the local crisis center, but I'm nervous about telling her about this......I was able to talk to a friend about it over the weekend b/c I couldn't stand it, but I don't want to burden her too much with it.