iv got myself in such a state over friends, family, work i cant even think about anything with out feeling like my head is going to pop
and if i cry one more time i think i will scream im fed up of myself but im also sad with myself too and so triggered if i could i would but im at work so thats kinda hard there is only so many things i can do to keep busy
i want to get in my pjs and get into bed and i dont know just nothing why do i feel like this? i want to disapear would it help? NO! i know that but why cant i control this and my depression one min im fine and next min im a werck and crying my heart out and then i dont even know why
im exshated but i cannot sleep i dont understand and i dont care right now if i just died im sorry to say that iv never said that on here before i feel like im getting worse not better im sorry
just sorry
There is no chance, no destiny no fate that can circumvent or hinder or control the firm resolve of a determined soul
Lizzie i know you don't like me replying but i have to i can't ignore this not anymore. I'm so worried about you at the moment and im scared because i can't help you for which i'm sorry. I will always be here for you i want to help you but you have to let me i need you. I know i've been distant for a while but i am here for you no matter what and i know you don't care if you die but i do and there are others that do aswell. we will get through this together ok we will both fight together
i think my problem is that i care to much about eveything and everyone and i let it all get on top of me
i was doing week at work and instead of enjoying it i was looking at what i can do more to be better its not a good quality in me i cant relax and enjoy it
its like im alive but im not living its just passing me by so to speak but i get so low that some days i dont care and then the days i do there is only 24hrs and i cannot do everything i need and want to do as im feeling better as most of that day is at work
sorry
hugs xxxx
There is no chance, no destiny no fate that can circumvent or hinder or control the firm resolve of a determined soul
hiya hun,
im sorry you've been so down lately and im sorry we havent spoken much
you can always talk to me about anything, I'd do anything for you!
maybe sometime you can get some time off work and come see me for a change of scenery. I know its not easy to get time off but the offer is always there!
I love you so much and always will
*massive hugs*
xxxxxxxxxxx
"Alot of people will walk in and out of your life,
but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart"
Hey sweetheart. Ahh you and Duff are going through such a rough time at the moment and you two need to learn to lean on each other without feeling like you're dumping on each other. Sometimes that is just curling up in each others arms and crying together. And to realise that this will not last forever! Lizzie, you're worn out. When you're worn out everything get down on you. And makes it seem a hundred times worse. The next weekend you have off or even DAY off, you need to just relax. Stay in your pyjamas all day and watch dvd's and have a YOU day. Kick Duff out for the day if you have to! DO YOU stuff. *hugs lots* PM me ANY time okay????
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
