aghhhh all things crazy

jellytot · 23-01-2009, 02:32 PM

aghhh everythings going mad , i might be moving house today , i am not coping where i am my probation officer is coming over as an emergency . i cant cope the police brought me home yesterday morning , and the fme sedated me , cant rember yday at all and i cant hack this feelings i am getting , i gave the police woman my tools , i cant hack it sorry :(
so i might not be online for a while :/

~Grace~ · 23-01-2009, 03:33 PM

I am so sorry for the difficult time you had. I have no words of advice im afraid. But I just wanted you to know that ive read and that I do care. Please try to keep safe

Sending you some comforting hugs xx

midnight fairy · 23-01-2009, 03:33 PM

hey hun

sorry things are so rough right now i hope things calm down for you and you get things sorted we will be here when you get back hope you can get online at some point

take care midnight

Tears of Solitude · 23-01-2009, 05:04 PM

I hope things get better for you soon. Good luck with the move.

Keep talking, because it does help.

Jade xxx

phoenixflames_forever · 23-01-2009, 10:27 PM

Hey, am sorry things have gone so crazy for you. I really hope you will be ok, update us whenever you feel ready too or have the time.

Take care,

Phoenix xxx

jellytot · 24-01-2009, 05:57 AM

ok i am here , me being offline didnt last , :/
i didnt move in the end , shes going to get me a social worker and shes going to help me with stuff instead of me moving out :)
i was being so stupid tonight i was going to try and breach my licence , but omg thank god i didnt i love ryl too much
feel so triggered and crazy but idk

Tears of Solitude · 24-01-2009, 01:54 PM

Thanks for keeping us updated.

Im glad you didnt have to move in a rush. I hope when you do, you will have somewhere nice to move too.

Keep talking if you feel triggered.

Jade xxx

jellytot · 24-01-2009, 07:59 PM

i dont think i am going to move i went out last night and i messed things up , but i guess i have to stay here , all i want to do atm is sleep :( and curl up and cry an lots of things

jellytot · 24-01-2009, 08:43 PM

i feel so rubbish , all i can do is lie in my bed and twitch about i hate this

ThinkingofRecovery · 24-01-2009, 08:49 PM

Nothing to offer right now but *hugs*

jellytot · 24-01-2009, 08:57 PM

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Nothing to offer right now but *hugs*

thanks huni , i feel so exhausted its not a nice feeling this