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Old 21-01-2009, 01:36 PM   #1
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Triggering (SI/OD) - so close

hey
really sorry for this just need some support of some kind so close right now
im so stupid
ive got it all planned in my head and got the stuff so near
harmed already need to more and just wish i could take the od-im too weak
im sorry
im a rubbish self harmer
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Old 21-01-2009, 02:38 PM   #2
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You don't need to be sorry we are all here to get support
why do you think you are a rubbish self harmer nobody is rubbish
we just have a sickness i am here if you want to talk just send me a pm
please stay strong and remember you are a good person

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Old 21-01-2009, 03:12 PM   #3
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Im sorry for the way you are feeling right now.
Is there anyone you can contact for support?
Does your wound need attention?
Please lean on us for support and try to keep yourself safe xx

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Old 21-01-2009, 06:47 PM   #4
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*Cuddles you* Im sorry that your having a difficult time. Please dont od its not worth it and can cause severe damage. Please get rid of the pills or put them somewhere where you cannot see them so that your not as tempted to od.

Having the pills close to you will only tempt you to want to od even more. Can you talk to us about things some more? Whats going on for you? What is it thats making you want to harm yourself and od? Do you have any support? Do you have anyone you could talk to about things? Stay strong, you can get through this. Im here for you.

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Old 21-01-2009, 09:36 PM   #5
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sorry
i harmed again quite deeply
spoke to my mate and felt bad as soon as i did as she not having easy time
im an idiot sorry
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Old 21-01-2009, 10:59 PM   #6
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*hugs* You're not an idiot, you're just going through a tough time which you will get through. Please don't od, it's not worth it. You know you can talk to me, I'm here for you if you want to. Stay strong and try to take care of yourself.
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Old 22-01-2009, 01:06 AM   #7
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you're not an idiot, nor are you rubbish... you're hurting.

do you think you need to get your wounds looked after if they're deep? Please don't OD.. please try and stay safe. Can you call anyone to be with you?

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Old 22-01-2009, 09:43 PM   #8
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im ok wounds are not to bad though gone an odd colour and look bruised?
cant stop harming now
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Old 23-01-2009, 01:50 AM   #9
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*hugs* please try to stay safe. Can you ring someone you can talk to? Or go to A&E until you feel safe? please take care of yourself.



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Old 23-01-2009, 08:35 AM   #10
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*hugs you hun*

Jo,

You're NOT stupid, weak, rubbish or an idiot. Nobody here thinks that of you. You are a great person, you're just in a bad place at the moment and need some support. Please seek help from a doctor about the wounds. They may not look that bad but they could get infected. Is there someone you can talk to? Even a crisis hotline or something? Just talking to someone helps get a lot of these bad feelings out and gives you some hope. If you're feeling really unsafe please take yourself to a doctor or hospital emergency dept. They are all trained to deal with this sort of thing. They will also be able to refer you to more long term help from therapists and counsellors once you are safe again.

Please take care babe,


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Old 24-01-2009, 10:19 PM   #11
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Thanks for all the advice
really osrry
thanks again
not sure how much more i can cope with sorry



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Old 24-01-2009, 10:54 PM   #12
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Please dont be sorry about posting.

Im sorry that you feel that your not coping at the moment. Maybe posting why might help. Please dont be soooo hard on yourself. You are doing the best you can, at this time.

Let us support you through this difficult time, its what we are here for.

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Old 25-01-2009, 10:31 PM   #13
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just my ex who did some stuff
trying not to eat helps me not to harm so yeah
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Old 25-01-2009, 10:39 PM   #14
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Please dont be sorry, do you want to talk about it some more?

Sorry you are feeling bad about an ex, xxx

You are welcome to PM me anytime or just keep on posting
We are all here to listen

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Old 25-01-2009, 10:44 PM   #15
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i cant really say cos labelling is wrong on the thread so you might be able to guess-it just waht he did and he trying hard to get back into my life
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Old 25-01-2009, 10:57 PM   #16
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Im sorry that you must feel under pressure that someone wants in on your life when you dont want them too.

It must be hard always having to say no. Can someone intervene for you, telling them that NO means no and to leave you alone?

My thoughts are with you. xxx




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Old 26-01-2009, 08:39 PM   #17
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noone can-he been around for so long-im sorry
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Old 26-01-2009, 09:09 PM   #18
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Just wanted to say you are not an idiot or rubbish, just going through a rough time and dealing with it the best way you know how.
I'm sorry you feel stuck in this situation - is there anyone you can talk to about it?
I'm glad you are talking to us here xxx



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Old 26-01-2009, 09:35 PM   #19
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im sorry cant do this anymore



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Old 26-01-2009, 09:46 PM   #20
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