I can feel myself going insane.

[Smophy]

I know its a cliché but everyday i feel more and more crazy. Its a weird feeling, like someone's mashed my brain with a whisk. I can't concentrate any more, i feel myself slipping into these states of.......ermmm.....out of body like state i guess. Its like i'm floating around myself watching everything around me. I can't think straight at all.

I have an assignment due in on Thursday, ive had it for over a month and i haven't started it. I have tried, really hard, i just cant think. I used to get my work done as soon as i could. Now i cant get it started. Im scared i will fail my course, that would be so much work wasted.

I dont know what is wrong with me. I have suspected that i may be depressed for a few years. This is different tho. I laugh hysterically at nothing. I dont feel the same. anyon with mee have any idea what is wrong with me? Don't suggest getting help please. I know it is best but i can't bring myself to do it right now.

Please. I need advoce. I'm loosing it.

[melda]

You're not going crazy. You're brain is working in a way that seems strange to you and it sounds like its qutie scary for you. I cant tell you what is happening or what the treatment is, but I can give the advice for you to see your doctor. Tell them what has been going on and how you are struggling to do things that you would normally be able to do. Tell them how it is affecting your life. They will be able to get you the right help and support so that you can begin to take control of this thing and take your life back.