Triggering (SI/Sexual Abuse) - *sighs*

[silverfaerychild]

I really hate some people even my Ex-Friend

mainly cause when i told her I was SA and gave some detail she said this

" you were somewhat raped but somewhat not"


or some people say things like maybe he didnt know


but i know for sure he knew what he was doing

I so relate alot to Melinda from the book Speak and other movies bout people being Abused Sexually


i sometimes felt if i was hurting myself Etc...SH

that the guy who did abuse me would know he was putting me through alot of pain but he didnt get it *sighs*


i know i should let it go ....some what i have but not fully yet

i just cant seem to let go of it completly i dont know why


i though never pressed any charges against him

[teenytineytori]

it is very difficult for people who were not sexually abused to understand all of the pain and hurt and just everything that goes with it. Letting go of it is a very hard thing that anyone who has been through it has to grapple with. Have you thought about pressing charges? It may help to bring some closure for you. ((hugs)))

[silverfaerychild]

it happend when i was 14 o 17

i am 20 now


it just would be he said she said