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11-01-2009, 11:18 AM
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ShinyPanda
Join Date: Nov 2008
Location: Adelaide, Australia
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Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Help, I dont know what to do
Goddess, I cant remember the last time I was this on edge. I've been in the bedroom, teary, for the last 6 hours feeling too overwhelmed to come out, and to exhausted to move, then when I finally came out, thinking I might do the dishes, so I had something to show for the day, within a couple of seconds I was yelling at the cats for meowing at me and crying in the kitchen. I feel very out of control. I have no food in the house, including cat food - I fed them a can of tuna for dinner, and now they are complaining that they have no crunchy food.
I'm crying at silly things, and have no energy whatsoever.
If I had any friends with a couch I would go there until I felt safer being alone, but I don't and I cant and I feel really unstable.
I don't know what to do.
-Shinypanda
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From Queer as folk. Ted convincing Emmet that he isn't a freak.
"God created you in His image. At least that's what I was always taught. And since God is love and God doesn't make mistakes, then you must be exactly the way he wants you to be, the way he intended you to be. And that goes for every person, every planet, every mountain, every grain of sand, every song, every tear, and every faggot. We're all His, Emmett. And he loves us all."
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11-01-2009, 11:37 AM
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ShinyPanda
Join Date: Nov 2008
Location: Adelaide, Australia
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I'm trying to get onto my friend but she must be asleep. (she is insomniac so I don't wake her up.) I wont let myself get desperately bad - I'll go to hospital before that happens. I think I just need to stay in my room away from triggers tonight, and tomoro I'll feel better, if I get some sleep tonight.
I just don't want to be trapped in this room online all night. I'm sorry for being so...depressing. I just didnt know what else to do but post here.
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From Queer as folk. Ted convincing Emmet that he isn't a freak.
"God created you in His image. At least that's what I was always taught. And since God is love and God doesn't make mistakes, then you must be exactly the way he wants you to be, the way he intended you to be. And that goes for every person, every planet, every mountain, every grain of sand, every song, every tear, and every faggot. We're all His, Emmett. And he loves us all."
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11-01-2009, 03:12 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
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Its ok to take a bit of time to rest up, and stay away from triggers. Hopefully as you said, after a bit of sleep you'll feel better. Don't put too much pressure on yourself to have to do anything right now, keeping yourself safe is the most important thing.
I hope you got hold of your friend, well done for trying to reach someone.
Hope you are ok xxx
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Paulo Coelho
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