I've thought about this and I really think it's for the best. RYL has helped me so much that I can't put it into words, but I really feel now that it's hindering me. I came to this site pretty scared and confused about a lot of things, but it's really helped explain a lot of things.
I guess... it's helped me accept this is who I am and I can't really change that. I'm a long way away from happy right now, but RYL's at least put me on that path, it's made me want to be happy again.
I just wanna say thanks to everybody. Everybody who's done something, made me smile when i've needed it, gave me a hug when i've needed it, told me that they're there for me, i'm extremely grateful. To all the friends i've made here, old and new, I wanna say thanks to. To Harley for making this site, all the mods/supporters/community team for keeping it going and Tony, Harley's dad, and James for helping out backstage. Just... thanks, to everybody.
I'll be wandering around for a few more days but after that, i'll just use the PM system to talk to some people who I can't talk to on Myspace/MSN for whatever reason. I guess if everything goes tits up, i'll be wandering back in this direction though.
For any strange, mad reason you want my MSN or Myspace, just ask.
Sayonara and stay safe, all of you, you can beat whatever demons you have,
Kuma a.k.a Lanny
xxxx
Oh, and feel free to continue debating whether chicken strips or popcorn chicken is better, but all the people who said chicken strips are obviously very cool.
P.S i'm bad at goodbyes, sorry.
Last edited by Kame : 04-01-2009 at 12:50 AM.
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
you will be missed, i am glad ryl has helped a bit, we are always here when you need us, please take care of yourself. hugs xxx
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
Lanny beautiful... you were one of the first RYLers I spoke to... scratch that, who spoke to ME. You have always been here for me, and even when I haven;t asked you've cheered me up immensly by just talking to me.. You are an AMAZING person and to be quite honest you have changed my life for the better. I'm not just saying that, I speak to you as often as I can and I really have appreciated everything you have doen for me over the last year and a bit... and I hope we stay in touch...
You'll always be my flying talking donkey darling....
You've actually got me quite emotional, you know
I'm glad you;ve been able to make this decision, take care of yourself and good luck with everything :) xx
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
i dont know you well as i too left RYL for a bit - by my myspace is in myy profile so feel free to add...
you'll be missed
xxxxx
As a little kid you believed in fairytales,
that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith.
Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
Good luck sweetheart! It's a big step to take to realise you're on that road and that you're ready to move forward from a place that you've relied on. But don't forget RYL is here if you need it :) *cuddles* good luck, you will be missed!
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
Good Luck with everything, and like people have said, feel free to come back for hugs and stuff if you ever need.
I don't know you, but I've seen you around, and you've given a good input to the site that people are grateful for :)
Caz xx
There will always be a happy ending. If its not happy then its not yet the end.
