Triggering (Suicide) - ...just come back from my sounseeling session
...and my counsellor told me she has to break confidentiality because she thinks I have a serious personality disorder, told her superviser who told her to pass it on to the relevenat people, so she has to tell my GP who will then refer me to a psychiatrist.
I can't believe this - she was the person that made me trsut again after everything, i'm so brokenhearted.
I keep trying and trying and forgiving people and decided i'd give it a another fo and this is the last straw, I bled my heart to her. I sold my heart out. I broke my heart. Oh god. I don't think I will ever stop crying.
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul.
And sings the tune
Without the words,
and never stops at all.
-Emily Dickinson.
However long the night, the dawn will break.
-African Proverb.
She has to do this because she cares about you. She wants you to have good solid support in place.
She won't hurt you.
Your trust doesn't have to be broken.
She has done this because you need help, it is for your benifit, please try and see it from her point of view. She cares and she wants you to get the help you need and deserve.
x
'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥
Sweetie, she is doing this because she cares about you. She doesn't think she can give you all the help she thinks you need and deserve and doing this has hurt your feelings, but she honestly wsill have done it for allthe best reasons.
Please take care of yourself xx
As I see it, it would be abusing your trust not to give you help. Don't worry, it's all for the best in the long run. I'm sure this was a tough decision for her.
- Adam
Hail Horror Hail.
Strychnine in your minds.
No hope for today, they burnt out tomorrow.
Please try to see this from another view, she is trying to help you and is actually in the long run doing something which will benefit you. You will get the right treatment and care. If she kept this to herself, she would be neglecting your needs. By doing this it shows she really is listening to you and cares.
Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back, everything is different…
you once called your brain a hard drive, well say hello to the virus.
i really think she is doing what will be best for you in the long term but you need to ask her to talk to you about the way this made you feel i'm sure she will understand why you feel as tho you have been betrayed but she did let you know first she must care about you cause otherwise she would have thought not my problem and done nothing she only doing what she thinks is best take care
She just wants to help you. She wants you to be better and to see you succeed and beat it. Two things that you can definitely do. She cares. Give it a chance - don't write her off yet.
I understand how you feel. Counsellors and psychiatrists have all broken the so called 'confidentiality agreement' we had. However, even though I was initially mad, in the end it did me good and I'm glad they did it. Their intentions were only to help me, and your counsellor wants to do the same for you.
Please, let them help you. She would only breach confidentiality if she thought it was vital to your wellbeing.
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R.I.P my budgie Bubbles 26/01/09...in my <3 forever.
Thank you so much everyone, your words have meant a lot to me. I wish I had the words to tell you what this has done to me.
I cried all last last and all I thought about was hanging myself, in the end I was so exhausted that I went to bed and i'm convinced that is what saved me...
I've been crying all day today, and I've been still suicidal but I saved myself by sleeping.
Your all lovely people.
Xx
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul.
And sings the tune
Without the words,
and never stops at all.
-Emily Dickinson.
However long the night, the dawn will break.
-African Proverb.
I can completely inderstand how much this has hurt you. I know it takes a LOT to trust someone, particularly with the things that come with mental illness but the people she will tell will be people she thinks will be able to help you. They will be professionals who see these sort of things everyday- they will only want to help you.
I'm so glad you kept yourself safe last night and today- i'm so proud of you. I recently lost a friend to suicide and i cannot explain how it made me feel. I've been suicidal myself but the feeling of being left behind is at least twice as worse. Please think about how the people close to you would feel- would you honestly want them to feel the way you feel now?
Look after yourself hun, i'm always here if you want to talk.
xx
