How ya' like them apples? *updated*

[Slip]

She’s at me again. I hate her! Why can’t she just **** off!. I know how ****ing ****ed up I am she doesn’t need to keep nagging & niggling & trying to wind me up – but you know what….

**** her!

I don’t need her, she can go **** herself if she thinks she is going to get me this time – I am stronger than she will ever be!! She is just a figment for my imagination. I don’t want her in my life anymore!

I’m not going to give her what she wants

I’m gonna find a way to be happy.

**** right off! You hear me 'sugar'????

BITCH!

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I'm so confused - one minute I hate her & I want her gone & the next I call on her to get me through because the thought of having to do this thing alone scares me I've not strong enough when its just me i know that, thats why she is here, thats why I created her in the first place, to protect me from the monsters that use to hide in my room at night & get me, but thats a secret. I want her gone I want her to stay, I just want us to go back to the way it was when we didn't fight.
See now when she is here I have to hide her because now there is someone in my real life that can see her, knows the difference between us - I wish he couldn't I wish he didn't see her it was easier then. He knows when she is protecting me but he doesn't think of it like that - i guess i told him to much.
I just want the peace to return - but there is only one way to do that

[ThinkingofRecovery]

*hugs*

You are stronger than her hun! You keep telling her to f**k off. You can so this.

[ravynsoul]

*hugs* Good for you for standing up to her... keep on fighting... you're right you CAN find a way to be happy again!!
Take care!!

[crazykat]

Keep fighting sweetie, you are doing really well. You can beat her. Take care
Kat xxx

[IcarusDrowning]

Right On!

You have the right to be happy and nobody has the right to tell you different.

keep fighting

[UbermoronicismAgain]

You sound super-strength to me and if you don't want her, screw her.

Well done sweetness, you're doing well!
Never forget it.

Look after yourself,
Iz x

[youngatheart]

You are doing great! Keep on fighting, you are stronger than her!

[Slip]

Well, I kinda won the battle I guess I managed to get her to shut her trap for a little while - yay me!

All I'm asking is she doesn't soil christmas...so we'll see I guess - I'm sure the war will continue though.

Thanks for your support guys - much appreicated.

xxx

[ThinkingofRecovery]

Good to hear you got her to shut up. You must be incredibly strong. Keep fighting her hun.