*possibly suicide trigger too*
I've already made one thread about my friend, so im not going into the whole story... Just what's been up the last hours.
Tonight she came online and she said she had done something stupid and told me she had cut several gaping cuts. It sounded like they were gaping pretty much and needed stitches, so of course I got scared.
She was also drunk and talking about how she couldnt take things anymore.
I said that maybe she should get herself to the nearest emergency room, or that I at least could call down and ask what they thought about it.
But she said she didnt want me to..So I asked if it would help if I called her? She said she wasnt able to talk..But then, shortly after, she called me. I was extremly relieved that she called.
But the only thing I could think of was; say the right things, say the right things.
I know, there's not really anything that's "right". But still.
She was hyperventilating and laughed a lot(more like a cry-laugh). I just wanted to be with her so badly. I tried to get a hold of the situation, without nagging too much. Like asking if she had anymore alcohol(which she luckely didnt) and if she thought she would hurt herself even more than she had already done. And apart from that we just talked about regular stuff really...I started singing a song from her favorite musical, well at least I tried. And I said I was looking forward to us seeing it together again soon. And I also said that she could come to my place tomorrow if her parents told her she had to go to school(cause she said she wouldnt be able to go...but that her parents maybe would make her)..
And she said she wanted to. But, I mean, she was pretty drunk and all that stuff, so I dont expect her coming, but at least she knows im here right?
I sent her a sms later, asked if she was ok. And she answered that her parents had found her crying, and she was sleeping in their room now. So that made me extremly relieved! But they didnt know anything about the cutting and all that...
Anyway, the point with this thread was basically that I need some support myself
I mean, she should really see someone. But I cant force her. I even think that maybe she should've been hospitalized...Cause this time things worked out, like they've done before, but what about next time?
She's not the type who screams out and exaggerate, so she is really struggling.
But I dont know what to do about it...Getting hospitalized in this country is like a struggle in itself.
