SO as the title says...life is wonderful.
I have been working 2
full time jobs the past three and a half weeks and
loving every minute of it!
I have tight the reign on my finances...such that they have lowered the payment to a fixed rate, all of my bills have been caught up with my first two pay checks, and i will have ,money for the kiddos for chrismas presents.
When I see my kids, they love me, and hold me, and miss me.
When I see my husband (usually he is asleep by the time I come home), he has the dishes done, clothes washed( not necessarily put up, but at least washed), and extra meal left over I can take to work the next day. He wakes up, kisses me, and tell me how hard it is to work and then come home to work with dinner , homework, and housework. He finnaly gets it..HE has such a hard time fguring out how i could do it...and now that I am working 85-96 hours a week...HE HAS TO APPRECIATE WHAT I DID BEFORE!!!
I dont have time to think about the bad stuff. I focus on what I must do...hence no time for stinking thinking!
Today was the first time someone mention all the "surgery" i had on my arm. No, I didnt freak. Just agreed, and smiled, back.
Someone asked me how i was today. I said fantastic...she quickly looked at me with this puzzled look on her face and asked " do they pay you to say that? or is that how you really feel?"
I smiled and " no I really feel fantastic"
Making a place for me, missing you,
Rain
