ive never admitted to my parents, counsellor, gp or psychiartist that i have an eating dosorder... but recently people have began noticing all the weight i've lost and that i'm continuing to lose weight...
my mum has been worried for quite some time now and she's had several chats with me about it to try and get something out of me... but i've always denied it...
well last week she spoke with my psychiatrist and both of thm know im not eating properly... now everytime i go and see her i have to be weighed!!
im really scared because ive already lost weight since i last saw her and that was only on tuesday (3 days ago)... and i know i'll lose more by wednesday when i next see her...
i dont see what the problem is... i mean i know im losing weight because none of my clothes fit me properly anymore but when i look down at myself or if i look at myself in the mirror... i look just as fat as when this all started!! so how can i possibly stop?!
idk im just really worried that she'll get me to write a food diary or give me set meal plans that i'll ahve to eat... does anyone else have this problem,, having to be weighed??
