Triggering (SI/Suicide) - It's not a good idea...(graphic?)

[Merc]

....to fill all 5 prescriptions, for a month each, on a friday, take them all on a saturday; you get sloppy

....to get stupid-drunk when you are vulnerable and very suicidal; the slit wrists and throat afterwords are upsetting to your family

....to get sent by ambulance to ER because you are comatose and your loved one says you stopped breathing; and they have to perform emerg. CPR while talking to the ER people on the phone

...to get sectioned to a 72 hour hold ; but lie thru your teeth so they lift it and let you walk out; out into that lovely miasma of faceless traffic,just wanting with all your being to be pulverized by that huge , speeding truck or bus.

....to be drinking after everyone is asleep and wishing you had the nerve to call for help; to say, "wait! I want to start over, lock me up, i'm NOT safe."; but you cant.

....to realize the flaw in your home-made tool and now know how to 'properly' slit your throat.

...to be sitting alone...

...to be thinking...
....wishing


romp

[Slip]

Hey baby!

You're right - none of those things are a good idea!

I'm here if you need me!

xxxxxxxxxxxx

[Merc]

cant sleep, blessed escape closed to me
so triggered
want to bleed

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I want the last thing i feel to be the blood rushing out of my throat, washing over me...i'll be consierate and do it in the bathtub, of course

(Matt, dont say sorry; you are right; i DO have 'substance' problems, i was working on them but they are ral and true, so pls do feel sorry.)
romp

[Merc]

ned stitches
oh dear
cant go
will lock me up for long time
no
****

[Casper_Fading]

you need to be in hospital. no where else is safe. you need to go and they need to stop listening and start LOOKING! YOU NEED TO GO! Please... romp we're coming closer and closer to losing you froever. GO! please go :'(

[Merc]

im sorry my dearnnskjb!
Butou are right on one thing;
ts getting very close now
sorry, i hate to worry ppl; its so not fair
i sorry for posting

[Casper_Fading]

GO TO HOSPITAL! Please romp... please go to the hospital... :'( Please.

[skyran]

please go to hospital :'(
please romp
print this off if you have to, if you don't think you can physically ask for help. maybe show it to your husband first if it's easier, let him go with you to the hospital.

you're right, none of those things were a good idea, you know they weren't. you need to keep fighting this, please.

don't apologise for posting *hugs*
but please go to hospital.

:(

all my love,

sky xx

[Tears of Solitude]

Romp Go to HOSPITAL, PLEASE

Your not safe and we care for you so much.

Honey I would be lost without you and your family would too.

GET HELP NOW

Love you Jade xxx

[Casper_Fading]

can someone ring her? I don't have her number! *cries* romp please... go to hospital!

[crazykat]

Romp please get yourself to hospital, very worried about you.

[akita]

Please go

[Pomegranate]

Romp, I pray that you've gone.

If not, then please please go.

[phoenixflames_forever]

*clings to Romp*
Please go, please let us know your alright, we all care about you here

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Seraphsigh]

Romp?
Has anyone heard from her? Please tell us you're okay.

[fragile as glass]

I am not going to ask you to go to hospital. Its your choice and if all your friends on RYL are asking then I dont have a clue what else to say.

I do hope you are safe

[~*forever_broken*~]

*clings to Romp*

Sweetie I hope you've went

love you SO much

Please, when someone knows what's going on, will you update us?

[Margo]

Oh Romp. *hugs*

*worries*

If they dont lock you up im coming there to do the ****ing job myself. You need protecting from your illness right now! I hope to God you are in a secure ward safe and alive. PLease be alive, please

Matthew xxx

[skyran]

romp.....i really hope you're safe.
i'm so worried.......

[ThinkingofRecovery]

romp, hun, you ok? you are so strong hun. i hope you got help? I hate to see you hurt so much.