Triggering (SI/OD) - snapped

[Wellingtons]

There's a wall in my brain, a block, a capsule, an object. It's stopping the outsde world coming in, and going out. Boyfriend had stomred off. I need to OD.

[xxhappydaysxx]

can you explain a bit more of whats happening atm?
please dont OD.. can you call someone and explain ur bf has gone out and need to be kept safe?
take care
xxxx

[[pretty on the inside]]

Please don't OD. Stay on RYL and keep talking to us.. You sound very upset at the moment, and it woul be better to try and calm down xxx

[Miss-Dramatic]

Please dont OD babe can you tell us a bit more about why your upset? xxx

[Wellingtons]

Thanks so much for yoru replies :)

I've just kept myself busy. Watched some tv on iplayer and calmed myself down. Going to go to bed in an hour.

Feel hopeless though. Haven't heard back from the psych in 2 weeks, I rang up to check what was going on on monday, but again not heard back. Got counselling tomorrow after riding, so I'll mention it to counsellor, see if she can ring up or something.

Thoughts just feel really disjointed and fluffy. Can't keep conversation very well. Tired.

Haven't ODd. Boyf has interview tomorrow and I couldn't do that to him.


I'm just tired and fed up. Want to sell my horse and run away.

[[pretty on the inside]]

Glad to hear you're okay, I hope you feel better in the morning xx