I upset someone here that means so much to me. I'm such a fool. I'm sorry I ever wasted space on these boards. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve to live. I am just a horrible bastard of a person that doesn't deserve to breath. Please tell me to **** off. Please tell me so I can leave here and leave the world that I have no right to live on. I'm a selfish ****. A selfish ****ing ********. A worthless bastard, the scum of the earth.
I want to hurt myself because I deserve to be in pain. Won't someone please just put a 12 guage to my head and rid the world of this scum.
"For those who fight for it, life has a flavour the sheltered never know"
-Pinned to a noticeboard at the US Command Post in Khe Sanh.
No and despite all those horrible things you have just said about yourself, you are WRONG. You do NOT waste space on these boards and you do deserve every response you get because you care about people and you reply and people care about you. You can't leave here or the world because you DO have a right to live. You have a right to wake up and feel happy but if you hurt yourself you will deny yourself the chance to experience that. I noticed in your other post you had mentioned Jess, I seriously doubt she hates you hun, she is at work which is probably why she hasn't been on (damn Ozzies :P ).
I know it is hard to believe you are worth something when the world and everything in it seems so ****, but please give yourself a chance *hugs*
DOn't you DARE! You didn't upset me!!!! Grrrrr, you'll upset me if you hurt yourself because you think i'm hurt. *cuddles* I'm going to message you now! *cuddles you tightly*
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
no please don't worry. I am upset and angry at myself for being so stupid. I hate myself. Right now I don't know whether to start crying or rip my hair out by the roots. I just feel like ****. My head aches and I'm sad. I feel like I'm a failure. I feel worthless. I haven't hurt myself though, even though I have been thinking about it. Please don't worry about me.
"For those who fight for it, life has a flavour the sheltered never know"
-Pinned to a noticeboard at the US Command Post in Khe Sanh.
