Triggering (SI/Suicide) - my last hope

just_different · 13-11-2008, 10:52 PM

sorry to poast again but i cant cope.

ive been feeling so suicidal today, i had an argument with my mum, the voices have been going on all day and i cant deal with it.

My last hope tonight was to phone my friend, who the voices told me does't care, well i rang her thismorning and she got really pissed off with me, ad then ive just rung her and shes in bed so shes even more pissed ff now i expect :S
the voices were right i think i should listen to them.

I have nothing now, no friends, no on to turn to, i dont even know why im writing this tbh.

I dont know i just cant deal with this anymore

rowankrow · 13-11-2008, 11:06 PM

no dont do that u please pm me ok

88shelz · 13-11-2008, 11:54 PM

can you distinguish that the voices arent realll?

my my my... im intrigued.. i have been told i have audio and visual hallucinations but i dont believe it cuz tbh...its all too real and i never notice

you are lucky that you know the voices arent real....you are obviously feeling very insecure right now.. what wil help you feel more secure and content

just_different · 14-11-2008, 09:47 AM

i took a small OD last night,i wish i had finished the job and found some more but i didnt.

can tell the diference yeah, although it seems so real! at firsti thought it was my brother and sister but now i realise that they are just voices that are there, but i dont think theyre in my head like people say. I dont know wha they are.
All i know is that they are right :(