Triggering (SI) - please help cant carry on

[kykell]

im sick of all this pain and heart ache inside of me,sick of the thoughts inside my head.i feel so alone i want to cut,just one cut in the right spot and then my day will end.i've had it with hospitals,doctors ane meds that don't seem to work,the social worker who tells me to think and tell myself i am better and that then i will be what a load of rubbish.siting here with the razor now not taken it apart yet but the urge and thoughts will soon take over again i just want it all to end.
i hate myself,will i succeed this time or will it be another scar to add another failed attempt i just want peace

[Cryptic.]

I'm not much of support right now hun but I'm here if you need to talk. Just PM me.
Take care of yourself please... try to?...
xx

[someoneiusedtoknow]

Dying won't just stop you feeling pain, it'll stop you feeling anything at all. Happiness is far preferable to nothingness. Hang in there, and you'll come out the other side of this.